I'm worried and scared.... and i don't know why i'm feeling that way.. the very fact that she went to see him yesterday evening probably meant something. She told me he wanted to get back together. Deep in my heart, i want to know all the details, what she said to him and vice versa. But yet, i don't want to probe. Because i believe in the thought that if she wants to tell me, she will tell me. I don't believe in forcing... My mind is in a twirl... filled with so many thoughts, its frightening... I've always been praying... praying for her and for us, if there is an "us" in the first place....

sorry if my past few posts has been really "emo"... heck, i don't even know why and who i'm saying sorry to...


Riz lost himself at 11/27/2007 12:19:00 pm

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i'm so so worried right now... i juz can't help it... i'm praying hard that she's ok... i really hate this feeling...


Riz lost himself at 11/26/2007 08:53:00 pm

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what does it mean when a girl rests her head on your shoulder when she says she's tired, holds your hand when you walk together and then gives you a peck on the cheek after you send her home.... i really don't know what i am to her right now... confused? yes i am...


Riz lost himself at 11/19/2007 08:20:00 pm

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something's happening in my life now.... Its a bit weird cause i've never been in this situation before.... at first i was confused.... but now i think i finally know what i'm feeling.... especially after last evening.... but i don't know if she feels the same way.... yes, she may have said that she has some feelings for me and that she's confused.... but there's something in her past that is holding her back... i'm so freaking unsure now... am i juz a rebound case or is there something more to it... i guess only time will tell...


Riz lost himself at 11/11/2007 01:14:00 pm

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